Demolition of a Former Life

The air is thick with humidity

And we're removing what remains

Of a family's belongings

From an utterly ruined house.

 

We're clad in protective clothing and

Menacing looking respirators.

We all look like a warped version of

Darth Vader.

 

Muffled laughter comes from behind the masks

As we cart away load after load

Of memories.

***

I break away and enter a bedroom,

Pulling drawers full of clothing

From beneath a giant waterbed.

 

Suddenly I feel like I'm trespassing.

 

I find myself staring at piles of items

That I have no business looking at.

 

I imagine strangers tearing through

My things and wonder what they'd think

Of the life left behind of a small fellow

like me.

 

Before I know it, I'm an inch away

From actually shedding tears

For a family that I've never met.

 

Another Darth Vader peeks her head

Into the bedroom and we bring out the

destroyed remainders

of somebody

we might

have known.

***

The house is now empty with its guts

Spilling over the curb onto the street.

 

We grab sledgehammers, and crowbars

Teaching ourselves how to dismantle

a former life

 

Somewhere through the chaos

We are all learning how

to begin

again.