Demolition of a Former Life
The air is thick with humidity
And we're removing what remains
Of a family's belongings
From an utterly ruined house.
We're clad in protective clothing and
Menacing looking respirators.
We all look like a warped version of
Darth Vader.
Muffled laughter comes from behind the masks
As we cart away load after load
Of memories.
***
I break away and enter a bedroom,
Pulling drawers full of clothing
From beneath a giant waterbed.
Suddenly I feel like I'm trespassing.
I find myself staring at piles of items
That I have no business looking at.
I imagine strangers tearing through
My things and wonder what they'd think
Of the life left behind of a small fellow
like me.
Before I know it, I'm an inch away
From actually shedding tears
For a family that I've never met.
Another Darth Vader peeks her head
Into the bedroom and we bring out the
destroyed remainders
of somebody
we might
have known.
***
The house is now empty with its guts
Spilling over the curb onto the street.
We grab sledgehammers, and crowbars
Teaching ourselves how to dismantle
a former life
Somewhere through the chaos
We are all learning how
to begin
again.